Wednesday, January 28, 2009

Bring Hunter the Horizon.

Paranoia.
One word, and it's sums up my life right about now.
The girl I like has been leading me on, and eventually, crushed me.
My friends are back-stabbing me,
My family life, well, back to the old way.
I might have to leave everything I've worked so hard for behind,
and that will kill me.
This sucks.
Nothing seems to get better,
in fact,
they get worse.
I can't stand this.
I just want to feel normal.
Like, without the whole world crapping on my head.
I've had at least five breakdowns in the last WEEK alone, and my best friend Xxxxx, hasn;t been here for me latley. It's taken all I can do not to end it all, just to give up.
I will NOT let this get the best of me,
and I will NOT end it like this.
EVER.
I'm better than that, than her, then them.
I'm not going to throw it all away.
I'm going to live through it.
The strongest of travelers brave the most violent of storms.
This is jus the Storm before the Calm.
I WILL GET THROUGH THIS.
The Sun will set, things will get better, and the weary traveler will finally be at rest.

1 comment:

  1. Awuh hunter, I just got around to reading these, you know that I'm one phone call away. I love you.

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