So Wrong, It's Hunter.

You left me alone when I needed you most.
I can't believe you.
Ever since you started dating her last year,
you've been falling away from me.
It's like I can't be friends with you anymore, because SHE doesn't approve.
Does your life revolve around her?
Or is it that you're so afraid of losing her that you can't for once be there for me when it's not convenient for her?
either way, I just can't stand you right now.
You were my BEST FRIEND, and quite frankly, Xxxxx, I don't think that was such a good idea.
All I wanted was to have you be there for me during my most troubling breakdown, and were you?
No you weren't.
Just, I'm done wasting my time hoping you'd come back to help me with all my trouble.
NOPE.
I figured you out,
and what I've learned is that you can't function without Xxxx.
so, until further notice, I'm done with you.
Wait, why did I even type this?
It's not like you'd read it, anyway.

Bring Hunter the Horizon.

Paranoia.
One word, and it's sums up my life right about now.
The girl I like has been leading me on, and eventually, crushed me.
My friends are back-stabbing me,
My family life, well, back to the old way.
I might have to leave everything I've worked so hard for behind,
and that will kill me.
This sucks.
Nothing seems to get better,
in fact,
they get worse.
I can't stand this.
I just want to feel normal.
Like, without the whole world crapping on my head.
I've had at least five breakdowns in the last WEEK alone, and my best friend Xxxxx, hasn;t been here for me latley. It's taken all I can do not to end it all, just to give up.
I will NOT let this get the best of me,
and I will NOT end it like this.
EVER.
I'm better than that, than her, then them.
I'm not going to throw it all away.
I'm going to live through it.
The strongest of travelers brave the most violent of storms.
This is jus the Storm before the Calm.
I WILL GET THROUGH THIS.
The Sun will set, things will get better, and the weary traveler will finally be at rest.

Drop Dead, Hunter.

Finally, exams are over.
I can relax.
Well, not relly:/
my mom and I have to move back in with my grandparents [whom I hate with all of me.]
Unfortunatley, we have to give up the cats.
I've been trying to find them homes, with people I trust.
Right when things look up, this kind of shit happens, and it's right back down the tubes.
I just want to be happy,
normal,
like a regular fifteen-year-old kid.
So much for that, right?
ERGH.
I can't stand this.
I just don't want to deal with this shit anymore.
I can't take it.
I just can't.
God.
Things like this make me question my belief in God, you know?
It's just not worth giving up though.
I WILL make something of myself.
I WILL not be broken.
and above all, I WILL not let them hurt me.
I'm done, with all of this.