Hunter And The Headlights.

Since my last blog, things have definatley picked up.
I passed ninth grade, my family life's picked up, and I'm just overall happy.


NOW, it's time for a rant.

The topic? Druggies and cheaters.
Now, as you already may know, I used to be a huge drug addict. I smoked up, all the time. Life was more about how I can get a cheap, quick fix, rather than living. Eventually, I said fuck that and quit. I also used to be a cheater, in the relationship realm. I haven't cheated on anyone in three years. Now, why do I bring these up? Because my last girlfriends AND boyfriends were both. I can't stand cheaters, or druggies. It's a huge turn off to me when I'm kising someone,and I can smell weed and vodka on their breath. Or when I makeout with someone, they just got back from giving some guy head. Gross. If my girlfriend/boyfriend is giving anyone head, it'll be me. And that's a rarity. I hate it when I give my all for someone, and they go and give it to someone else. I hate it when my partner is more into their drugs than me. If you're a cheater, don't waste your time trying to get with me. Same goes for druggies. Drugs will fuck up your mind, and cause you to age, physically, of course, way faster. I like my partners to be intelligent. Thanks. I can't think of anything else, yeh. Bye.

So Wrong, It's Hunter.

You left me alone when I needed you most.
I can't believe you.
Ever since you started dating her last year,
you've been falling away from me.
It's like I can't be friends with you anymore, because SHE doesn't approve.
Does your life revolve around her?
Or is it that you're so afraid of losing her that you can't for once be there for me when it's not convenient for her?
either way, I just can't stand you right now.
You were my BEST FRIEND, and quite frankly, Xxxxx, I don't think that was such a good idea.
All I wanted was to have you be there for me during my most troubling breakdown, and were you?
No you weren't.
Just, I'm done wasting my time hoping you'd come back to help me with all my trouble.
NOPE.
I figured you out,
and what I've learned is that you can't function without Xxxx.
so, until further notice, I'm done with you.
Wait, why did I even type this?
It's not like you'd read it, anyway.

Bring Hunter the Horizon.

Paranoia.
One word, and it's sums up my life right about now.
The girl I like has been leading me on, and eventually, crushed me.
My friends are back-stabbing me,
My family life, well, back to the old way.
I might have to leave everything I've worked so hard for behind,
and that will kill me.
This sucks.
Nothing seems to get better,
in fact,
they get worse.
I can't stand this.
I just want to feel normal.
Like, without the whole world crapping on my head.
I've had at least five breakdowns in the last WEEK alone, and my best friend Xxxxx, hasn;t been here for me latley. It's taken all I can do not to end it all, just to give up.
I will NOT let this get the best of me,
and I will NOT end it like this.
EVER.
I'm better than that, than her, then them.
I'm not going to throw it all away.
I'm going to live through it.
The strongest of travelers brave the most violent of storms.
This is jus the Storm before the Calm.
I WILL GET THROUGH THIS.
The Sun will set, things will get better, and the weary traveler will finally be at rest.

Drop Dead, Hunter.

Finally, exams are over.
I can relax.
Well, not relly:/
my mom and I have to move back in with my grandparents [whom I hate with all of me.]
Unfortunatley, we have to give up the cats.
I've been trying to find them homes, with people I trust.
Right when things look up, this kind of shit happens, and it's right back down the tubes.
I just want to be happy,
normal,
like a regular fifteen-year-old kid.
So much for that, right?
ERGH.
I can't stand this.
I just don't want to deal with this shit anymore.
I can't take it.
I just can't.
God.
Things like this make me question my belief in God, you know?
It's just not worth giving up though.
I WILL make something of myself.
I WILL not be broken.
and above all, I WILL not let them hurt me.
I'm done, with all of this.

School, oh, what a bore., Pt. 2

Ah, yes, Theatre Arts. We finally got our parts[yay!] and, thanfully, I got cast with my friend Hayley Punk. Awesome last name, isn't it? Anyway, I'm quite glad with my part. Is Hayley? She says she is. Logan Baxter says "I got High last night!"[ that was totally taken out of context >:)]
He actually says hi to everybody. So yeah! I'm happy right now. The bell just rang, so I'm peacing out.





































PEACE!!!!

School, oh, what a bore.

This is my first blog on this thing, so it's gonna be a little boring. So, here I am, in third period, with Ms. Stetson directly behind me, not paying attention, thank god. I don't wanna get caught, so this will be short, I promise. Right now, I'm in World-G, so we're watching a movie. fun stuff, eh? I hate this class, so so so so so so so much. After this is English, with Mrs. Dailey, who, as it turns out, is my Seventh Grade Life Science teacher's older sister. Ugh. Thankfully, today, in that class, we're doing Discussion Day number three, so I don't have to do much work. I HATE THAT CLASS. After English is Earth Science, with Mrs. Dickenson, one of my favorite classes. We get to listen to music and talk, so it's not very boring. After Earth Science is Lunch, yummy yummy. After that's Health, which is my least favorite class, haha. After Health is Theatre Arts, or Drama class. I love that class, although the teacher [Mrs. Miller, or "Smiller" as we like to call her] give the most undeserving people the most coveted parts. Case in point- For the Shakespeare Festival later this year, there is s scene with two drunks named Antonio and Sebastian. However, these two characters are suposed to be funny, and say things CLEARLY. However, the two people in the class that get those parts? Logan Baxter, who never memorizes his lines, or speaks slowly, or even articulates, therefore, no way of understanding him.
The other part, it goes to the new kid from Gahna, whose accent you can never understand, being as he runs his words together. I however get Demetrius from A Mid Summer Night's Dream, which nobody wanted. But, I really shouldn't complain about get part I want, being as Reinfred [Mr. Gahna] was the one to deliver the news I'm gonna go now, I'll post another blog later.




BYE!!!!!